I'm going to fight through the inner demon, I'm going to pretend it all didn't happen. For the sake of peace, I will not blame you and I will not bear any grudge against you. But please, tell me something I don't have to spend my nights thinking about, tell me something I can understand, tell me something that will allow me to decide. I can't comprehend anything, and I am trying my hardest to contain that demon inside me. I can't do this anymore, please. I hate amiguity, I hate it.