How long did the girl keep on traveling after having received that abominable baptism? The deeply carved wound still continues to pain while shedding blood. As time goes by, the girl notices that this pain is united with her. Never healable wounds. It took away the joy of life as well. She pray. Do not taste this pain to anyone anymore.
There is no color and sound there. Time to bear in the closed world. Every time she looks at her heart, she is the only one. Just feeling, staring, and praying herself in pain, the life force of the sleeping beast wakes up. Knowing the powerful vitality of the "woman" who hurt her, she knows how to love herself.