Sometimes there is a moment when my temper eats me up. In retrospect, when things happened, regardless of who it was, I was supposed to control myself when my temper was about to burst, but like two lovers seeking each other from opposite sides of the wall, I couldn’t realize that anything was wrong and after a while, I came to regret it. It is unstoppable until I heard a voice inside my head saying “'It's all your fault, so don't get snippy about it!” from the people I love.
My tears, likewise, running down as if a spirit had devoured me., I shed my tear, even though this wasn't a situation for me to cry. The person who is sitting next to me might feel sorry for me because I'm crying but when they find out that I am not crying because of sad things, they feel embarrassed beyond description. Other times, I'am doing nothing but I feel like everything in this world is my fault. When I watch a movie or TV series and there is a scene where a character tells the other one 'It's not your fault', I feel empathy right away. However, What if there was an asteroid destined to collide with Earth, but it has no idea of why it is headed towards this planet or what will cause it to crash and fall down. What is going to happen after that, would we blame this asteroid for the damages? It’s just eaten by fate, it doesn't know about that yet, whether fate exists or some kind of supernatural force.